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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2002|08:33 pm]
I fucking hate feeling sorry for myself.
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2002|08:55 pm]
megs updating! dude, i bet you forgot i had this eh? but im back! so you can grown and complain about my bitchin k? alright then. my mom says im a "behavior problem" now. i got three freakin infactions and im a behavior problem?! everyone that hangs out with me knows how freakin dumb that is. i have two for forgetting my shoes for intramurals and one for being late to english ( i was in the room when the bell rang, just not in my seat! ) sooo, me and mummy dearest arent on the best of terms right now. i think she started menopause or something and this is part of the mood swings.
-shrugs- jack went back to cherry point yesterday -sniffles- hell be back next weekend though and i can stare at him all i want! damn him for being 7 years older and in the marines! and for being derricks older brother. -shrugs- hes kick-ass though. lol, thats really all i got for an update guys.

later days
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2002|06:53 pm]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |acoustic #3]

“But you keep me at arms length, and I don’t know what to think or what to do. I don’t know what we are to each other. Are we best friends? Lovers? Or are we more than that? I guess I just need to know that I’m more to you than just someone that fills that void in your life. I need to know that I’m more to you than just a warm body because I want to be more than that. I want to be the last person you see before you close your eyes at night and the first person you see when you open them in the morning. I want to be the person that loves you the way you should be loved. So, I guess what I really want to know is…do you want for me to be that person?”

if only everyone could find someone like that. cuz u know, thats really all i want.
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2002|03:22 pm]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]
[Current Music |aaliyah "more than a woman"]

okay, this journal...looks like crap. i dont know what else to say. but it does. but im just too damn tired to mess with it anymore. so o well. i guess its the entries that matter anyway. lets see...whats happened to me lately. OH! i know! my dad has decided to drive me insane. IM STUCK HERE WITH MY MOTHER FOREVER NOW! god...he figured it out..that if they were to actually serperate and stuff then it would be to expensive. hed have to pay allimoney and all that stuff...child support even though he would probably still have half-custody. and well were not exactly living the high life. i mean we have a REALLY nice house and we are FAR from starving....but just not in the market for a divorce. so i have to stay here until i can get enough money of my own to leave. is it wrong for me to hate my mom like this? cuz normal kids would be glad their parents arent calling it splitso...but not me...no..im pissed because they arent. i feel sorry for the kids whos parents get divorced...but i think they actually like both their parents. my dad is great...i love my dad. but my mom and i just dont get along. we just cant stand each other. she drives me insane...and i make her hair turn gray...well even more gray. ughh...only 5 more years i guess.
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2002|03:25 pm]
[Current Mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[Current Music |i forogot to press play on my cd player]

This is yet another layout...which will probably change again within the next week. i guess its become kinda obvious that im obsessed with dawsons creek lateley. well, ive always been obsessed with it just that it seems to be the front burner right now. and i gues its because i have read all the awtr and shane/mandy fanfictions in the world. so, in a recent adventrue i started reading pacey/joey fanfictions. and well its made me think. u know when i get all quiet and don't talk much and sorta get depressed. well thats what im doing right now. and i am going to say sumthing that is gonna sound like the corniest crap u guyz have ever read. but just hear me out...or leave a comment saying how incredibley stupid i sound. but this pacey and joey obsession. ive always thought that theyd be a perfect couple. infact on the season premiere of season three when joey and dawson were supposed to have sex and he shood her away saying "we should just be friends right now" and then sent pacey to look after her and he went and sat down on the pier to comfort joey.I screamed at my television that they would end up being together. u know this isnt turning out like i wanted it to. this morning i had a great idea for an entry to make everyone think...sorta change a few point of views. but it isnt working cuz i dont know how to say it. so uhh...here. its my favorite part out of ALL the dawsons creek episodes i have ever seen (which is everyone known to man)

"a winters tale"
Pacey: Need a hand?
Joey: Yeah. sure... Pace... do you still have your wallet?
Pacey: ahh. I thought we were done talking about that?
Joey: We are.
Pacey: You can throw it away.
Joey: I want to throw the wrapper away.
Pacey: Jo. If this is about how I was...
Joey: Pacey. This is about how you carried my bag off the bus yesterday. This is about how when we go the the movies, you go and buy popcorn. You always make sure to bring back a napkin so I won't wipe all the grease on my jeans. This is about how just last week when we were at miniature golf, you took all the shots first so I would know the crack of the path. You taughht me how to drive.
(She starts unbuttoning his shirt)
And last year at prom, you knew the bracelet I was wearing was my mom's. You kissed me first sweetheart.
(She gets his shirt off)
And the second time, you counted to ten before doing it again just in case I wanted to stop you. You bought me a wall. (Now he's topless..except for a whife beater)
Pacey: I didn't buy so much...
Joey: And when we where alone on the boat for three months you understood without a word why I wasn't ready. Do you have to ask me now why I am? Pace... I'm gonna count to ten and I'm gonna start kissing you. And if you don't want me to, you just gonna have to stop me... Ten.
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(no subject) [Jun. 20th, 2002|07:26 pm]
[Current Mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[Current Music |derrick yelling "dinner!"]

IM SO HAPPY! do u guys like the new layout?!!! i love it! haha...I AM THE HUGEST DAWSONS CREEK FAN EVER! IM AN EVEN BIGGER PACEY AND JOEY FAN! they made such a good couple. hehe...well..i think from now on this is going to be a friends only journal...that seems to be the trend lately. i gtg...but ill see sum of u around.

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(no subject) [Jun. 17th, 2002|12:11 pm]
[Current Mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[Current Music |nothing...just the computer...hmmm]

hey everybody!

okay..this message is kinda mild since im at my grandparents and they are sorta watching me (ree ree ree) so its not gonna be like all the other stuff i got on here. but thats about it..so ill talk to u guys later.

laterz guys,

(unpeeled bananas and frozen cheese burritos!)
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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2002|09:55 am]
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |counting crows -american girls-]

Im so tired. i was up till 12:45 last night talking to lauryn on the phone...which was really fun. (dont worry...well get u the counseling u need. it must have been shocking to see that!) but my mom got me up at 7:00 to give my dad his fathers day present before they went to the beach. -yawn- i can imagine lauryns phone bill man. she called me from conneticut...then we three wayed courtney in florida. her dad is gonna flip when he gets the phone bill. and he already flipped when justin grabbed the phone. i told him i was talking to mandy moore and asking her intimate questions about shane. and so he grabbed the phone and was like "hello?" and at the same time lauryns dad picked up the phone. so he unplugged the phone..then i hung up cuz i thought lauryn had hung up. haha..we have to do that again. as soon as i get my own phone ill do it. my mom would bury me alive if i did sumthing like that! im such a chicken shit. oo...post comments on "what color should i paint my nails?!"
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chat rooms....the theme parks of the internet! [Jun. 15th, 2002|12:27 pm]
[Current Mood |bouncybouncy]
[Current Music |bounce bounce bounce! up and down!]

dude...last night was SOO much fun. lauryn courtney and i went into all these chatrooms...causing trouble for grannies across the nation! (lauryn...I CAN SEE HIM...HES WITH HER! IN OUR BED!...NO!!!!!!!) haha...thats what it was like the ENTIRE time. i as suffering from a psychotic breakup..and was about to commit suicide. lauryn ate bacon and sucked on unpeeled bananas. and courtney...i dont know EXACTLY what she was doing. but it was funny as hell. im still laughing. and this one girl was like stalking me cuz she thought i had a webcam...and also thought that i was 65! there are sum REALLY gross ppl out there man. who wants to see a 65 year old on a webcam?!!!! ughhh. and this was all after me and lauryn discussed our "shane" dreams. that was...omg...SOOO funny. i bet he still has scars! hahahaha! ROFLMFAO! we had to help him "relieve stress" after the play! omg...i cant breathe...im laughing too hard. SOMEONE CALL A DOCTOR!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jun. 14th, 2002|08:20 pm]
[Current Mood |weirdweird]
[Current Music |Third eye blind *°semi charmed life*°]

What kind of ANGEL are you?

Quiz made by Angela

i'm kiwi flavoured!

According to the "Which
Something Corporate Song Are You?
" Test...

I'm exceptionally artistic!

Find your soul type
at kelly.moranweb.com.

I am Pop Rocks! WHEE!

Find your whimsy character
at kelly.moranweb.com.

I am the princess (...with a pea)!

Find your fairy tale character
at kelly.moranweb.com.
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