||[Jul. 13th, 2002|03:22 pm]
|||||aaliyah "more than a woman"||]|
okay, this journal...looks like crap. i dont know what else to say. but it does. but im just too damn tired to mess with it anymore. so o well. i guess its the entries that matter anyway. lets see...whats happened to me lately. OH! i know! my dad has decided to drive me insane. IM STUCK HERE WITH MY MOTHER FOREVER NOW! god...he figured it out..that if they were to actually serperate and stuff then it would be to expensive. hed have to pay allimoney and all that stuff...child support even though he would probably still have half-custody. and well were not exactly living the high life. i mean we have a REALLY nice house and we are FAR from starving....but just not in the market for a divorce. so i have to stay here until i can get enough money of my own to leave. is it wrong for me to hate my mom like this? cuz normal kids would be glad their parents arent calling it splitso...but not me...no..im pissed because they arent. i feel sorry for the kids whos parents get divorced...but i think they actually like both their parents. my dad is great...i love my dad. but my mom and i just dont get along. we just cant stand each other. she drives me insane...and i make her hair turn gray...well even more gray. ughh...only 5 more years i guess.